i hate this thing. i am going to get some cake and ice cream. it will be ok.

because it has to be ok.

dammit.

posted by paul @ 6:48 PM

pri·or·i·ty n. pl. pri·or·i·ties
1. Precedence, especially established by order of importance or urgency.
2. An established right to precedence.
3. A preceding or coming earlier in time.
4. Something afforded or deserving prior attention.

i am not pissed.

posted by paul @ 2:03 AM

this is my ninety-first entry.
which is odd.
because i still want to write about the same stuff every time i decide to spill. what else about donnie darko subplot #74?

i'm pretty sure chen wouldn't have changed shit if she would have told him. he wasn't there to see her dance, he stuck up for her a few times, but this was no grounds for a serious relationship. dear god, girl! get off the topic or tell him how you feel so he'll make you get off the topic, it isn't worth the letdown, as beautiful as he may turn out to be the day after tomorrow. walk or talk.

posted by paul @ 6:14 PM

ignorance is horrible. i don't know if i believe in it.
pedro says that most everything turns to shit. i am inclined to agree. i don't want to get old, i just want to walk slowly in an easy breeze toward a place where i don't have to use the phone to get in touch with the people i care most about. i need you oh so much closer, i don't belong behind a set, i belong in a booth with yawn-to-arm-arounds and high fives. everything always turns to shit.
"someday, everything's gonna be better for you, I promise."
he had no idea she was crushed on him from the start, how unfortunate for our chinese heroine.

posted by paul @ 9:58 PM